Thursday, October 1, 2009

SURPRISE!

What the heck, I think I better post. To bad that it took several days of a bad mood to remind me that this blog is the best outlet I know to let all those weird thoughts and feelings out and clear the air.

*Feel like a rotten friend
*Feel like a rotten teacher
*Could be a MUCH better mom


Yep, that's about it. Can't seem to get ahead, can't seem to keep afloat. Just when I try to keep things moving, someone comes along and rips the rug out from underneath me. For example, I have worked for several days at work until almost 5:00. Papers graded, lesson plans made, calls to parents, etc. Then when I get to work I get an email from a colleague that I/we should sent out midterms. No biggie, except that midterms were even on my 'radar, or to-do list.' More emails continue to come in reminding me of various things that I've forgotten. This becomes a constant reminder that I don't really have my act together. "How did I forget all these important tasks?"